Hi All,

I'm writing because I've been so emotional lately. I got diagnosed with bipolar NOS in November 2014 and I remember how confident I felt when I was manic. I was determined that I wouldn't let the diagnosis get me down and now I'm in the opposite place. My husband is leaving me because he doesn't want to deal with the bipolar thing. This is breaking my heart and I have been struggling so bad for the last two months since he told me he "realized" he doesn't want to be with me anymore. We were married for 3 months before I had a psychotic break. I'm mad at the world right now. I'm unemployed, living with my mom at age 37 and newly diagnosed and on the verge of a divorce. I feel like a complete failure and I cry every day. Sometimes I cry as soon as I wake up in the morning. Has anyone been through losing there partner because of their illness? Or had to move home because of lack of resources? Am I the only one in the world who is going through such a terrible time? I feel like it sometimes.