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I am nearly never the initiative one beginning a conversation..maybe because I still think I am not the one others want to befriend with
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I am a similar way, I think.
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I think there could be aspects on my personality that could seem frightening.or strange.
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Maybe, but don't we all have that strange side to us that could put certain people off? Isn't it worth that risk, to just be
you and have some people truly accept you for who you are?
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when I had chosen my name "cyborg_hearted", afterwards I thought: "oh that maybe could sound like I am sort of a monster,
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xD Ne, never crossed my mind, and I doubt it crossed anybody else's mind.
I, for one, like your name(s). You? A monster? Pfft... unlikely!
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I am everything but a monster!!
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Exactly.
Wait, everything?
You're a ninja?! And a spacewoman, and a cat, and a ... TV... and a mousemat?
AMG, my mind is blown. xD I know what you mean, though. I actaully have a very similar thought process, in that I judge myself and my actions so,
so much that it drives me crazy. >.<
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...maybe I am strange, my life has made me become strange or not "normal"....my way of thinking is not usual..so thatīs often the reason for me standing seperated, feeling seperated.
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Ditto that!
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need a long time to trust others, show them who I am and feeling accepted for who I am.
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That, too! It's so important to feel accepted, I think, but I think the real issue may be: do you accept
yourself?
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but I donīt want no longer feel this disconnection...so what can I do, especially here inside this community to find contacts?
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I would say continue reading posts, and replying here and there, until you bump across awesome people with whom you wanna chat... you know, like my
incredibly awesome self. *poses* Lol
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Translation: Not a devil
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