mellon collie and the infinite sadness,

that sucks. i feel the same right way right now. major depression. and just came out of a manic episode that lasted a few months. i did some mildly crazy things but mostly just laid in bed all day and night talking to my voices and laughing continuously about things i would have never laughed about before. (also some promiscuous, the type that i am not used to at all. LOL ) it was fun. i would like to go back to that but then there is always the come down manic low.

so i have an apt on tues with a new social worker, i hope she finds me a doc soon, i really need back on something like Abilify. (the only one that ever seemed to help me with anything. it elevates my mood, and keeps me fairly stable emotionally)

Good luck with your depression. and Yes keep trying meds. and try to get enough light or sun, that really helps me. (that and talking to God, but that is just me)