I'm Doing better tonight I just know that when I'm having a hard time it worries my family. Plus my nieces are here as well and I didn't want to scare them. I don't know what set me off last night, I had a five hour road trip I think that gives me too much time to just think, ya know. I tumble stupid scenarios over and over in my mind until I've got myself walking around on the verge of tears.