Hi Friend

After reading your post felt very sorry for you. you have gone thru a rough patch not many would have survived. the most horrific thing is you were not supported by your family.

your symptoms of dizzy, weak and exhaustion is what they call 'Lethargy'. simply put you are completely drained of energy. I know you are not getting proper guidance in dealing with depression. go for a walk and connect with the nature. see the trees, flowers and enjoy the breeze. learn to let go. relax yourself. learn to meditate.

Visit this forum and give your hugs to so many desperate souls who are even more in distress.