I believe my biggest skill is compassion and perfection. I'm that guy who would give my last piece of food for the month to my dog if I was homeless. I always put others infront of myself, animal or human. I'm not very good at any academic subjects, because of my ADHD and Aspergers I had a really hard time learning in school, my intressts were narrow and I couldn't conentrate or consume facts easily that I weren't intrested in.

I have been thinking of becoming a therapist, to help people in the future that are in my current state, but I must first be whole before I can help others become whole, but I don't think that I will ever become whole. If I can't even fix myself then how am I supposed to be able to fix others.

I know how to socialize, but to me it's all fake and I despise it. I don't really care if the other guy is good at math or not, so why ask? That's how a Aspergers mind works, and so they instead decide to stay quiet or they may push the words out just to be polite. I do believe that I am very intelligent, not in a academic perspective but the overall intelligence, and I believe that it puts me in a higher state of awareness of the world then a normal person would be. But it's not a gift, it's a curse. I don't collide and interact with others, I go right through them because to me everyone and everything is so transparent.

Thanks guys, I will keep coping and fighting.