love to you Jinnyann..... if only we could go back in time and be there for ourselves. I wish Dr Who were true or something like that.I also have been thinking of writing it as a book to go back and be an auty in my childhood .Then teach myself how to get the right help. But that book is far too hard to write. My mum wasnt there for me the only girl with 6 bros. but i understand she was pregnant 15 times.......I think only present love can help us.....Keep up your good work of being there for others......hope love is there for you too. I know PC loves you ,Ive seen it. .....luv Jjulia.