So uhh... I've been dealing with jealousy issues for a very long time. My self esteem dramatically started to get affected around 8th grade. I've always wanted something that other people had that I didn't have. Those things that I wanted made me hate myself 'cause I knew I would probably never be able to have those things. I even get jealous over petty things. Sometimes I feel like I'll never be satisfied with myself 'cause I still want the things I don't have. I always compare myself to others then I overthink and get really upset over it. I want better self esteem so I can stop being jealous of everyone and stop feeling depressed. (I'm a perfectionist btw) There's not a lot of things I like about myself..