So, I went to partial Thursday and Friday. I cried on and off a lot Friday. They gave me a shot to get through the extended weekend. It was just enough to get through so far by just taking just enough of the edge off. Of course I get the standard call the crisis line or 9-1-1 or go to the nearest ER if you ever feel you can't handle things.

I still can't believe how teary I was Friday. That's so unusual for me but I was pretty miserable with my mind racing and being pretty agitated. I'm fighting like hell to stay out of IP. I'm approved through June 4 for now.

So far, I really like this partial program more so than the other one I've been in. So that's really good. It also give some structure to my day and forces me to get out of the house.

That's all.