most of us are so scared to be on here. the internet is so scary to so many of us... they're just words on a screen but they can hurt so much
but i want it so much... the connection and the curiosity and the learning and everything
but it's so triggering when we move from this forum (this forum feels so safe and the rest... don't ) and then next thing you know someone's writing a mean snarky post while the rest of us look on in horror and then we've just gotta stay away and not look because it's just too anxiety making
i just want to make friends again but i'm not always out and so friendship is just so hard because the rest of us either want nothing to do with people or only want a fight