i spent the night at my moms house and got her iphone set up for her. then we went to the mall today and out to eat but i didnt eat. i never eat at restuarants. i get nervous eating in front of people.

i also notice im having trouble understanding people when they ask me questions right now. very hard trouble. and im having trouble expressing myself and i forget words. im really scared. idk what it is. if its thhe meds or the illness or what but im really scared.