I'm so,sooooooooooo, sorry for my outburst - carry on - venting.

Didn't take to well to the shock of all that emotion as you can see

Not an excuse I know

Why all the emotion? For the first time I had to truely face how I feel about what happened and those that did it to me. And as you can see I didn't like it one bit.

The pain - hate - rage - humiliation - discust. All too much right now. I thought I could just go through the motions at T and that would be enough. More fool me.

Once again I'm promise haven't stoped since.