I think I agree. It would be a step, and a hard one to make. I'm just really scared about what I'd do when I wanted to cut, but the option wasn't there. It's been my fall back method for so long... But at the same time by giving them to him, I am at least making a step in trying to stop. And if I really needed it, the fact that I would have to go through him to get them might make the urge go away. Or make me make fool of myself by begging him for the knives. So it could help, or hurt, and there is only one way to find out. I'm not sure if I'm ready to make that step yet though.