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Old May 24, 2015, 06:07 PM
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I know exactly how you feel, except I don't know the cause of my cognitive dysfunction. I hope it is the meds. Then it's reversible. I'm kinda worried I have a brain tumor..


I tried reading an intriguing article on the neuroscientific basis for positive symptoms in sz today. I had to read every paragraph like three times. Then I kept having to go back and summarize everything I had read after every section, and I still had problems remembering what I learned. It makes learning anything seem futile; why should I take the time, when I'm just going to forget everything in 5 minutes anyway?


I'm trying to see my struggle to be productive despite these cognitive issues in a romantic light-"she would go to any lengths to accomplish her noble goals!". lol

hahah right? its not pretty. ugh. its so disconcerting. if im EVEN using THAT word right. idk right now. im very very very frustrated.
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