I wish they could understand that it isn't about hurting myself but rather about making myself NOT hurt so much or at other time making it so I can feel something.
I wish my husband could understand that it isn't his fault, that he is just an innocent bystander having to deal with my past.
I wish that when I do injure myself I could go to my husband, show him what I have done and then just be held because I think that is what I need most. Just quiet comfort and acceptance.
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