My pdoc increased my klonapin from .5 MG to 2.5 MG to counteract the mania. I believe this sudden, major increase has made my lack of judgement from mania so much worse. I don't think the dysphoria was caused by the care crash because some of the symptoms, especially the agitation, were there prior to. I certainly wish I could continue on with the high! Either way, I will hopefully get in with my new pdoc this week and go from there.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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