My mania has now turned into repeat song listening. So I'm with you on that one. The same album (a small one) over and over. I don't even have it downloaded yet. I really need to do that tonight since tomorrow I have to go to my therapist and may want to hear it over and over in the car as well. I think listening to one thing over and over is better than listening to my thoughts.

Everytime this post comes up I smile. I once signed a note to my manager at work grrr, Jen b/c I'd had an evening where nothing went right. Her boss saw it and decided I was being threatening. (Now my co-workers frequently said "I'm going to kill you" but Jen says Grrrr and it's a threat). I got written up and told that if I were suicidal or homicidal that I had to let them know. Because that was likely to happen at work.........they only knew because I needed some time modification, like an altered schedule and they had no idea how to handle it. Plus everyone hated me, I was told that in another meeting. It was a great job.....I'm sure they did hate me though, I did NOT fit in there, not one teeny little bit.