we have a confession
we were sexually abused when we were little and we know that it's not a big deal but we've never actually accepted it
i feel like i'm gonna pee my pants this is so scary
and we always knew but we couldn't KNOW so we had to pretend we didn't and then when that guy showed up we knew WE KNEW he was one of them and we knew our baby was in danger but we couldn't tell
we couldn't tell and we're sorry we're so sorry it's unbearable but if we told we would have to say how we knew and then we'd have to tell and we couldn't tell
we couldn't tell because we couldn't know and then he hurt our baby and we could've stopped it cause we knew but we were so scared we were sick and they said we couldn't tell
i'm so sorry. i'm so so sorry it'll never happen again
we'll figure out what happened and we'll get better because nothing like that can happen again