I think I have already said that before but I don't have the need to wear a fake, at least, at work. It's not that my coworkers know that I have this or that disorder but they know I have problems with social anxiety and depression. So, I feel comfortable in this sense.
I sometimes wonder if they consider me a worse proffessional but they seem to accept me.

With my family, they all know I'm a nut. but I had a hard time in the past bc I didn't want them to worry.

When I go to a new place that it's very rare, I have a very hard time, I want to be one more but it's very exhausting and not sure that I ever get it.