OK so I thought long and hard on it and pretty sure I'm relapsing.. or on the way there. Weird things are happening and lots of other symptoms but I'm pretty sure that it's not sz and that weird stuff is, in fact, happening. Now I am afraid of going into rage.. angry all the time. I have appointment with T in 1 week and I really don't want to see anyone before that but how do I know when it's so serious that I have to call T? I'm also more paranoid than I have been in a long time and it's difficult to figure out what's the right thing to do... Don't want to go in dept about this but things are tough and I know stuff is happening that doesn't make sense and I can't explain it to myself like my T would do it... "rationally"... you know? But that's not what's bothering me anyway it's mostly the fear and anger that is bothering me.