Childish? Not at all. 4 - 40 - or 400, I really think we all could do with any and all comfort - copping mechanisms - we can think of.

I', sorry your scared and have to face this alone - as we all must do - but everyone at PC is here for you just as I'm sure all your loved ones are there for you. Please lean on us and them to get through this time.

Of course it's OK, if this is what you need to get through this.