i am wondering if dealing with these alters is worth it. before i really knew about them we medicated them away with strong antipsychotics and they were quiet. now that we are letting them talk, more and more stuff is happening without my knowledge. ordering 160 dollars worth of dresses from a website, going to the pharmacy and picking up meds that i never know i placed a refill for, and now i have this bruise i noticed on my arm a week ago i have no idea where it came from and yesterday i saw this huge, i mean huge, like 3x4 inch bruise on my shin i have absolutely no idea where it came from. i think i would remember hitting something to get a bruise this big.

take care everybody!