<font color="blue"> ((((((want2fly)))) that little voice inside that says "I really don't have the energy to go to that meet and greet." and the same voice that says, "I need support, I will post at psychcentral."

No one understands how you feel except you, at the time you're feeling it! You must learn to say no to others. It's for self preservation. You will find out who you're real friends are. I didn't have any, as it turns out.

It's a little voice that will help you decide trade-offs. When you want to do something, and aren't sure you can, you decide what you will lose, give up, or how long you will be "crapped out" (nuclear term) AFTERWARDS if you do it. We pay for what we do: pain and fatigue. We pay for what we don't do: depression.