Feeling really weird again already. Feeling super giddy, super anxious, super sexy. All I can think about are bizarre sexual things. Don't know why. And, while I know that is waaaayyyy TMI, I really don't care for some reason. I really don't. I just wrote something else, something totally kinky, but I erased it because it was entirely inappropriate, kind of like this entire post, but I just don't care. I wish I could leave it though, I want everyone to feel the sex that I feel, the intense craving I have for it. Too bad my husband has no idea how I feel and for some reason I can never tell him; I can never take it out on him. He misses out because I am too chickenshit to show him I am anything other than his ****ing subservient little wife. Oh how I crave a woman. My thoughts are rocking down the line on some speedy little choo choo train. Too bad I am still sick so there are too many physical limitations for me to enjoy anything other than this computer.

"There's something about you girl, that makes me sweat" --WHEW!
INXS - Need You Tonight