Oh, and when I explained to my psychiatrist that I was afraid I may 1. seek out a woman and leave my family or 2. run away to Florida, he brushed me off. He explained that everyone is bisexual and falls somewhere between hetero and homo sexual and that only about 10% are completely one of the other. He said there was no concern, that is all that is up with me. Well, what does that have to do with preventing me to act on these impulses? He explained, regarding running to Florida, that many people are tempted to run away while manic. And, he basically said, what would happen if I ran off to Florida? I would stay a few days, enjoy the ocean, the beach, the sunset and come home. My husband, on the other hand, says I wouldn't have a house to come home to. I've told my husband that this is an OVERWHELMING impulse that I cannot guarantee I won't act on forever. He told me I better be prepared to sign divorce papers if it happens. I just wish my pdoc would hear me.