lexxinski, welcome to psych central. Sorry to hear you are feeling guilt apparently. I am not sure what the solution is. Some people choose a therapist to help them get to the root of the feelings they are experiencing. If you do exercises your energy level may be higher.

Have you considered getting into a relationship?

Many people who are actively involved in Psych Central find it helps take them out of their own problems to develop empathy for others. And their problems though still there are more manageable.

There are lots of compassionate people here that can make the load lighter by sharing and caring. Feel free to participate actively at Psych Central. Some people find the forums give them the compassion and empathy they seek. http://forums.psychcentral.com