Hi you guys! I'm completely new here, but I guess this must be the right section to put this in.
Ok so, I was looking for a place where I could let out all those thoughts I've been harrased by for a long time.

It's about a familly issue. I'm 21 and I have a 15 year old sister. I also have an older brother (24y). When I was in my sister's age I would be in the city a lot with my friends on weekdays afare like "oh smk school. Usually I didn't mind taking the bus home. But on late evenings it wasn't the most pleasent feeling to be alone at the bus stop for up to 45 minutes or so.
If the bus would take very long, I sometimes called my parents to see if they could pick me up. They didn't cause "they wouldn't be in town before the bus anyway" (not true, it only takes 15 with car).

That's how it went every time. They even seemed annoyed when I called to ask for a ride. Moving on to my sister - she's never taken the bus home from town. Not even once. I wanted a ride cause it was dark and lonely by the time. She's getting picked up before it's dark - because she don't want to sit next to someone on the bus. Maybe I'm being childish but this really hurts. I was afraid of being alone in town on a late evening. She's afraid of sitting next to a stranger on a crowded bus.

Then there's another thing that has been eating me up from the inside for years. I was bullied a lot in school. Eventually I often went home before school ended because I hated how it made me feel. One day I got home and my mom would barely talk to me. Apparently she was just "so disappointed" in me. My sister have been home from school for pretty much 90% of school time these past 3-4 months. My mom happily lets her stay home, and even try to convince me that my sister is so so sick all the time. I'm still young myself so you can't convince me when I know my sister's very much into lying.

I'm sorry this turned out so long. I'd really anyone who reads it though. I feel like a spoiled kid for complaining about this, but I just can't get it out of my head. These things makes me wonder if I've done something so wrong in life. I feel like I'm just a big failure.