I know what it feels like to be in doctor limbo but at least I have one lined up. I can't imagine how you must be feeling. Is there a GP that is well enough familiar with BP who can work with you until you find someone who is accepting new patients?

I am so sorry also that you are feeling down. Can you maybe just say, "yeah, a little" to your mom when she asks if you are depressed? Maybe that would start a small conversation. Or would that be too much? It's sounds like she is a little over the top. I have a close relationship with my mom so it makes me so sad when folks aren't.

As far as advice for keeping the depression as far at bay as possible, listen to Christina! Her ideas are wonderful and will work!