Hi Friend

you have gone thru child trauma and abuse and that has left its trace in your subconscious mind. but what you are doing to yourself now is more worse. you are making yourself feel unworthy. you have your own set of perceptions that needs to be met to make you worthy. it's a scale you have setup ( or this society has setup) to gauge your value. have you ever wondered if all this perceptions are worthy if they make you feel unworthy? have you asked yourself " so what if i am dumb?, so what if i don't have money? so what if am ugly?

the society has been pounding us with illusions thru TV, media, movies that you need to be smart, successful in order to be worthy. just remember you are worthy only to yourself.

when someone gifts you something it does not mean that they give it because you lack it. they give it out of joy they get in gifting it. do you think only materialistic gifts matter? you can gift them a smile, your compassion, your love, your support, your shoulder to cry for someone in pain. don't you think these gifts are priceless???

when you were a child your parents being adults may have abused you. now they have become old and have gained wisdom and learnt from their mistakes. now that you are an adult, do you wish to be like how your parents were? forgiveness is not for them, its for YOU. it heals you internally and releases you.