Know that your not alone, and many of us feel like that and worse. And no you don't need to be awesome of great, or special or unique or any of that sugar coated crap. We all suck, none of us is really worthy of life. But we are alive. As long as we are alive we deserve the same rights as anyone else for being here. Sometimes the most loved person and the most special person in the world will feel like we do. So it's not about who we are or how special are or are not. It's simply about WE ARE WHAT WE ARE. And we all have the same rights to be here and be happy.