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jinnyann said:
i feel i'm not good enough to be loved or have friends who will last when they get to know me. .

jinny

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I wish there was something I could do for you, Jinny. Iknow how bad this feels. And I hate to be alone. Some people dont mind being alone but I cant tolerate it. My boyfriend dumped me and I think its more than I can handle. ANd now he's toying with me. I think. I would know if I wasnt BPD I guess. I dont know what to make of it. If Gd isout there why would she create me needing to be around people so much and at the same time so utterly incapable of it.

This has turned into a rant, hasnt it? Ooopsies. Sorry.