Thanks everyone for helping me through this tough spot. I have had a full night's sleep and now am at work. My mind is calm and peaceful. From this place of being it is hard for me to understand how I could get to the place that I was yesterday. The two states are so different from one another. I want to find out what causes this.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson