Yes, I have these same emotions and often the same notions while I am manic and making extreme uncharacteristic decisions can be a sign of mania, However, no on except your doctor can diagnose you and I would recommend you being entirely honest with him.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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