I just wanted to say, I admire you for seeking help and being able to talk about your issues at a "young" age. It is very hard to do that. I'm in my 30s and I feel not admitting my struggles earlier has lead me to the unfortunate place I am in now. I have found these forums to be helpful in that everyone is so welcoming and makes me feel less alone. Sorry I can't offer any advice, but I am here for you, and feel many of your same emotions