met with T. it went well. he will be gone saturday-tuesday. so i will miss 2 sessions but he said maybe we can meet friday morning. i won't know til i get my work schedule tonight. now i am anxious about it. also im not sure what time he has on friday morning ...i hope i dont work friday or at least in the morning. but i guess it will be ok. i will make it if i dont get to have a session til the 6th. i just hope it works out that i can see him one more time before he goes... i dont like when things are up in the air but i need to work on that and deal with uncertainty. anyway im at my friends house , i go to work soon. at least im off tomorrow. i plan to work on homework. also T wants me to get back into art and being creative so i plan to draw a little something just to get started. he said thats my therapy homework.