keep an open mind.

they so want to hekp others, they have undertaken vigorous education and training in order to make that become a reality.

the therapist is there IN PERSON. you do have what you have been hoping for and wanting. we can want something and still be afraid about it. the fears are completely understandable, and your therapist can help you with them.

I would imagine one of your fears might be that this therapist will leave like the other did. something to talk about with this one. trust is hard and takes a lot of talking about it so give you and the T plenty of time. talk

your previous attempts at help with 5 therapist were practice and preparation for this attempt.

it is hard sometimes. someone once told me, when i asked what to talk about... that 'everything and anything' is useful to talk about. that's helped me... maybe that will help you too.

I'm so glad you have found someone! I understand the fear and worry; it's hard but I'm sure you will do just fine.