sometimes i have the feeling i want to tell a way too much.
but then for the other person it'll be so weird, so i keep myself closed.

is this a sign of friendship or not? how to be sure the person thinks the same about you? he said he saw me as a sis, because i was such as "sensitive" as her.

at our last conversasion on the phone, i just asked my questions and it was all rehearsed because i wanted to ask him if i had to be emberassed. he keeps telling me over and over again all the time we spend together i don't have to. i think that means something. tho i feel bad about it, and i hope to once grow a friendship with him and im not sure if i can since he's a careprovider.