well i broke down and shaved. also stood in front of the mirror yesterday and cut all my hair off. i don't know what came over me i just wanted that long hair gone. and in my messed up brain of strictly black and white thinking since i cut the hair i had to shave the legs and pits lol. now i guess it will all grow back but i still have to come to terms with not shaving my legs and having short hair on my head. seriously it was giving me anxieties last night and i couldn't sleep. it would be great if i'm going to worry i at least worry about something more meaningful and important. oh well. i'm so depressed i don't even care my hair looks like crap.

you all sound awesome though and it's cool so many of us say f-it when it comes to the feminine upkeep. I think I will go back to my natural state eventually...