Today is a day before my last day in the practicum for this year, and everyone is excited and stuff ... anyway so in one conversation we had together with the staff I kinda said something quite 'rejecting' towards the fellow student, it's 2nd year we're going together to practicum which is quite rare, so I kinda said I'd like to be with different student next year, for the sake of variety and experiencing different dynamics in new workplace ... but it came off as though I don't want her around, kinda personal and some colleague noted with seriousness "some stuff u just don't say, even if that is the way you feel" - everybody was laughing and I was surprised with the serious note, it passed by right away but it got me thinking later and I apologized to her explaining my rationale and that I had no means to insult or make it seem that way.

Mehh I hate myself in situations where I hurt people unintentionally because I get carried away in the moment...