Hi Mountain human, thanks for the reply. I'v been actually seeing a psychotherapist due to my depression attack since March. There are too many issues and this one is not a priority one, I don't know if I would have time to discuss it at all, although I will mention it.

So I called my dad and no answer. Then I spoke to my niece and she told me he had been drinking for the past couple of days or maybe more. That's the exact reason I don't want to speak to him, I can't stand it when he is drunk. He has been drinking all his life and also verbally and physically abusing my mother all the time. That's why I hate him. Sometimes I feel like killing myself.