Eww they took your pen. Geez. I mean I get it but yeah. I like the paper throwing visual.

I got through a bad mania writing a wacky novel of sorts

Mostly I need to paint when manic. And depressed. And just off. And yeah. It is really the only thing that helps me at all. I hear music and I see colors and I just get the urge or I have the feelings and I see the colors moving and I just have to do it.

Hard with the kids