Also, my t appointment went very well tonight. I told her that I very sadly (in tears) would have to stop seeing her in about 4 weeks. She told me I could come back monthly or every 6 weeks or just if I feel in crisis mode to check in with her. She said she is always there. It was a very good visit. We talked about the tough stuff like pornography and how she thinks it is not only the medicine but also the pornography that keeps me from having an orgasm with my husband. She told me that she thinks I am not a bad driver despite the accidents, she told me that having two random incidentals was a very likely possibility for anybody, even the best driver. She told me not to be afraid to get behind the wheel. We talked about paranoia and ways to work through it. It was just very, very good. And I am going to miss her SO much. I am crying just thinking about it.