I'm the same, I just don't see the point in lying, I don't even think to. And if I have ever said something that's not true, I'd immediately have to say that wasn't true! In a way it doesn't make me realise that other people do lie, which can be a problem sometimes. I'm not sure what else to say. Do you want to be out? I understand you respecting your partner's wishes, and that's really good of you, but I just hope it's not affecting you in a negative way to do so. That's all. I'm always about if you want a chat anytime.

Edit to add: I also don't think being transgender and gay makes you weird. Now I'm weird for a lot of reasons, and I would never want to be anything else lol, but I hope you're not feeling weird in a bad way because of who you are.