@mike In a way, yes. Sometimes, quite often actually, I feel like the whole world, including the Universe, is against me and that I am 'allowed' to make a wish or hope something only to be disappointed soon. I know that there are people much more miserable than me, but I can't help feeling overwhelmed and depressed. I am disappointed with the world, the people I know, the way my life goes, pretty much with everything, and when I try to make some changes it turns out that it's not working the way I want it (neither does it work better, only worse), as if the Universe is making stupid jokes only to mock me, or 'test' me.

@shortandcute Well, that seems really frightening! Did you later find out its meaning, or did something happened in your life following the dream?