I had terrible suicidal thoughts during the 10 days I lasted on prozac, and when I was on apropax I thought it was doing nothing for me as I was SIing just as much and extremely suicidal (until I went off it althogether and became so ill I ODed and ended up in hospital). I have no advice to offer sorry; just giving my experiences of these 2 (p.s. Citralopram, usually 60mg/day, worked great for several years until post-natal depression compounded all my symptoms; and I am now on Effexor, just gone from 375mg/day to 300mg/day, which apart from the side-effects is the best I have been on).