I was an unmature and bullied outcast in ground school.

I've had two recent dreams that take place in school, they are the two last dreams I remember.

1: All I remember is going bezerk and strangeling a bunch of guys in the classroom. Showing my dominance? Maybe they did something to provoke it and I snapped.

2: This takes place in the lunch room at school. I remember having a outbreak in the lunch room. Tossing chairs around, then I commplain on how small the food stand
is because we couldn't all fit around it, maybe I dropped my food wich caused the outbreak. It's all very angry.

It's like in these dreams I'm acting out stuff that I would of wanted to do in real life. It is true, I have a lot of rage inside me. My parents always tell me that my eyes
turn black when I have a outbreak at home. I throw stuff around like it wieghs nothing, I punch walls without feeling any pain and I scream as loud and furious as I can
into a wall. All this just to get the rage out of my body.

A few months ago when I had an outbreak I punched a wooden wall and broke two of my knockles. I didn't feel any pain untill like a minute after. My whole hand was
swollen and we spent the night at the hospital. I wonder why I have all this rage inside me, just waiting to be released as soon as I feel a little distress. According to my
parents i've been having these outbreaks since I was 4. I'm 18 now. I can feel it inside me, all I need is something to trigger it and hell breaks lose.