winterrose, sunrise, alex and kindergirl, again thanks for all the support and info. No, the sidetrack is most welcome sunrise- I am learning heaps! Thanks for the info you PMed me kindergirl, it has explained alot to me and taken away some of that 'fear of the unknown'. Filling in a form would greatly help me, as I would be easily able to afford at least weekly sessions but I am just not quite ready to take that step; also i would need to talk to my T about becoming registered. I kinda guessed that it would be pretty 'normal' to feel apprehensive before a session; it has been great listening to what everyone has to say and looking at options which may help me (in particular incresing my sessions!!!).
Again, thanks
irish.