She knows her mood swings bother me, sometimes she says sorry next day sometimes she sticks by what she says. She sent this last night....
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When I said "tomorrow night" I didn't mean last night.. There's nothing to worry about, I will definitely need more time though.. I can't say how much time..(hope without any questions) But I'll contact you when I'm ready to.. Sorry and thanks, there's absolutely nothing to worry about, just need more time with myself.. Hope you sleep well. nn
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So she wants more time not communicating, which is fine what annoys me is shes online but won't message, i wouldn't mind if she was doing stuff and taking a break from computer.
I really do care for her, but her treatment of me at times is almost evil, which is weird as in person we got on so well bar one moment she got down for few hours.
I just want the holiday to happen and im insecure she is either meeting/hooking up with others, or trying to back off alot. But for all her faults so far shes always been honest so i'd like to think she'd say if either of the above. But for my own sanity i asked her to confirm trip is all good.
I mean time im working hard to get in shape and left feeling lonely, all my other friends online have told me im mug and walk away cause she will never love you or respect you.
Im just weird when i get attached no matter how badly they treat me i always stay around and be nice, it's always them who has to cut me off.