I had no idea it was so bad so many places. I knew that I was very fortunate with the mood disorders unit because those are still rare and proving themselves to be worth the money. There is only the one in my state as far as I know. But I also know that if I couldn't get into that unit I would not be completely bored. There would be groups and things to keep busy with and accessible nurses.

What you are describing Zippo sounds like torture. I'm so sorry.