i have hypmanias and manias and one HUGE psychotic episode and other times lesser degrees. I got sent home from work before i was fired for acting manic...people know sometimes functional sometimes not. I am wreckless and also want to run away travel move party creat write paint drum become a scientist and the rush of eupohoria ahhhhh
each time is different for me. Sometimes i spend sometimes im hyper sexual....im off the walls and irritable as well because im superior. I end up in the hospital most of the time now because it becomes out of control or goes MIXED and suddeny im manic and want to die and gets worse from there